Kraftwerk - Numbers
i finally pissed off my mom enough for her to cuss and smack my glasses off my face. IT WAS GREAT. i was stunned and i kinda wanted to laugh a little but- i was just feeding off it. i was like “go ahead mom cuss at me, hit me! you know im right” hahahahha. im the worst daughter ever but its ok, i have my reasons. my parents know these reasons. ive waited SO LONG for this very moment where my mom lets go of her innocent facade and breaks. she is a stubborn woman who gave birth to a stubborn daughter, and finally she sees… its so tiring to have a stubborn mom who thinks shes right all the time and NEVER listens to you, even when youre right almost 80% of the time. she is the cause of a lot of the issues im facing right now and denies every one of them. until today, when my glasses fell off my face and onto the floor with her little smack. yes, thank the lord, shes human. thats all i want is a real person who makes mistakes and takes fault for them, to be my mother. but i guess its because shes my mother she has to pretend like shes the best person in the world. its my worst nightmare to end up like her. she may be content with herself but i probably wouldnt be… oh well, i say ive accomplished a bit today after all. yes, i am a sick person to some but fuck you, too bad. i love my mom she came to apologize already but im still smiling at what just happened.